Under Psychic Attack Part 1
Recently I had a truly terrifying experience. Its effect was so overwhelming that I am having great difficulty understanding it. From what I remember, it started with what I thought was someone pounding on the door of the flat next to mine. Security is always an issue where I live, so I was immediately alert but, alarmingly, unable to move. My first thought was to ‘freeze’ anyway with all senses on high alert so at first I didn’t mind that I couldn’t move. What I interpreted as the sound of someone pounding on a door didn’t last for long and when it stopped I was awake enough to assume I had likely been dreaming. I was very sleepy so I let go of the incident and slipped back into a restless sleep. Restless, because each time I let down my guard a noise of some sort started up. Muffled voices, the sound of someone in the hallway outside my bedroom door which was – drat it – not locked; the sound of someone moving around on the roof; the sense that these ‘someones’ were searching for something and were angry that they had not found it. In the background was a continuous roaring that gradually grew in intensity until at one point I was afraid I was going to go mad if it didn’t stop! Mixed in with all of this was an absolutely horrifying feeling of being pulled out of my body! I do not recall EVER having this experience before and it is one that I fervently hope I will NEVER have again! I don’t know how to describe it because it was so bizarre. I felt as though I were being dragged out through my spine and my head. I am accustomed to feeling the shift from left to right brain energy when I meditate and do psychic readings but this was different. It was absolute agony and accompanying this feeling of being dragged out of my body was the most incredible noise - some of it sounded like protest but the overwhelming impression was of thousands of voices raised at once. When it reached the point where I felt I would rather die than be caught forever in this hellish state, the noise suddenly stopped and I felt myself coming back inside my body. I was aware enough to remember that I had a panic button for the alarm system and tried to ease my way silently in that direction. Just then I heard the muffled voices outside again. I felt a ‘presence’ just outside of my bedroom door and again I could not move a single muscle. Again I felt this pull from behind me as I resisted. This time there was an ear-shattering noise – as though the mother of all gales was hitting the house with winds of immeasurable speed and intensity. The noise was so strong and pervasive that it seemed this was the new reality – something insuperable that was intent on…what, exactly?
As suddenly as the whole nightmare had begun, it vanished. Everything was still and quiet. The flat was silent and I was still alive and – thankfully – resident in my body, such as it is. What the hell had just happened? Where had it come from? Was it some sort of weird hallucination? Not having experience with that state I had nothing to compare this experience with. I was exhausted, both emotionally and physically but I want – no, desperately need – to understand what happened. And WHY? So, I'm opening this topic up for discussion. If anyone has had a similar experience, please, feel free to describe in a Comment or, if you prefer, email it to me at delia.readings@gmail.com
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